My Two Best-est Friends

One of my most grateful moment in life is that I have met her, Alicia, in university. I don't know how we got into this friendship but she's become one of the most important person in my life. We may not the closest friend of each other but I don't think we have ever hid anything from each other whenever we talk. I appreciate friendship like this. My friendship with her, for me, is quite like the one between Minn and I. Actually, Minn and Alicia have a lot of things in common. I had this feeling since the first week I spend with her. Haha. Personality wise, attitude wise etc. We don't talk 24/7, in fact, not frequent at all. Yet, personally I think they know much more than most people I talk to everyday.

Well, it's my own problem, I guess. I love them the most among my close friends, but I sometimes feel pressured about saying the right thing while I am chatting with them. They don't seem to mind at all and I think they kinda said they don't want to give anyone impression like that. Anyway, as time goes by, that 'pressure' just fades away... Well, not vanish, just fading. Anyway, it's what I usually feel about everything that I appreciate and value. Insecurity is always a thing that haunts me when it comes to friendships and relationship. 

However, one thing I love about this friendship is that I never have to worry about being judged by what I've done or said. It's very rare for me to trust someone like this ever since the incident in form six.  Ever since then, I realize that people whom you sometimes thought are your close friend might judge you for what you say. But with both of them, I don't know whether it's because we've been through a lot of similar situations, I'm always comfortable to be myself. They understand and they are always honest, this I know. Truthful. Sincere. Thoughtful. Easy. They say what they need to say. They don't  keep it in just because I might be upset about what they have to say, if that's what I really need to hear. Especially Alicia. Conversations with her is always easy for me, because I don't always need to edit what I want to say, be it bad things or good things. Frankly, I even think that she's slowly changed me in a good way through the few late night talks we have together. Haha. 

She's been a real great friend for me. In fact, both of them are. I always feel like I am not doing a good job as a friend for them, compared to what they've done for me. If I have the opportunity, I want to tell them that I am so grateful that we are friends. Probable during their convocation. I might just write a short note for them. Hahaha. :) 

Tiff.

Thank God for this blessing.

Love.