Changed

Things are really not going well between Mandy(not her real name lar) and I.I don't know why is it happening now.Few months ago,the situation between us was i did not know what to talk to her.It seemed like we did not have anything in common to talk about.Well,it is really sad for me as last year,when I first know her,I really thought we could be good friends.We shared some private stories of our own,which I will never told anyone else.I appreciate her for trusting me so much to told me about some of her secrets and problems she's facing all this while.And,surely,I will not betray her,forever.

But,things start going wrong lately.Well,admittedly,I do not feel well with her attitude.Well,maybe,she felt the same too.I am sad.I know what is it that causes me feel so.About the chair stuff,I am annoyed.I don't understand why she knew it would be very uncomfortable for her,but still she is not willing to pick another chair.Shy?LOL.I was wrong too.I shouldn't be so Busybody,keep advising her to change her chair, and annoyed her(both of us) in the end.Perhaps,as my friends say,I shouldn't bother it at all.But...sigh.And about the dental string,I was just concerning about her health,and as a friend,advise her to keep it in a more hygienic way.Again,she refused to take my advice.Anyway,I learnt a lesson and stop whatever I was about to say with  an "OK".

Depressed a little.I am not able to carry out any project with her anymore.I don't know why am I like this.I am guilty as I know she is not happy too lately.And,her sister is not around.It must be hard for her.I keep praying that our friendship will be repaired and we will be able to be like usual again.Father,I know every friendship is a precious gift from you. May God bless us to be able to forget everything,and appreciate the time we get to spend together in this last few months..Forgive me,if I have done anything wrong.Help me to change to be a better person and friend,and accept her weaknesses and help her.

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