Disappointed
Oh yeah,I am the minority group of people who did not get certificates.LOL.
I am not sad because I did not get the cert.I am upset because I did not expect me to be that bad.Those who get 50 something get Merit.I did not get,means,I am below 50!!!Am I really that bad.>,<
It is not that I must get good result in whatever competition I had taken part in.I thought I did okay and expect to be okay of course.Seem like I DO NOT do well.>,<
I remembered I faced this kind of disappointment quite some time in primary school.I always got first place in drawing competition,singing competition etc. In standard 6 I think,I got first runner up in drawing competition for the first time.I cried when I returned home.And,got scold by Mother.I still remember what she said.
"If you cannot take failure,then you are not allowed to take part in any other competition anymore."
Well, I improved i guess? But still,I am disappointed.
I have not made my parents proud with other achievement other than my school result these two years.Sigh.I know they do not want me to be sad because of this.They have never pressured me since I entered secondary school.BUT...still...>,< I want them to be proud of me.I want to be a better daughter.An excellent daughter.
Work hard work hard.STPM 4flat! Aza aza!
I am not sad because I did not get the cert.I am upset because I did not expect me to be that bad.Those who get 50 something get Merit.I did not get,means,I am below 50!!!Am I really that bad.>,<
It is not that I must get good result in whatever competition I had taken part in.I thought I did okay and expect to be okay of course.Seem like I DO NOT do well.>,<
I remembered I faced this kind of disappointment quite some time in primary school.I always got first place in drawing competition,singing competition etc. In standard 6 I think,I got first runner up in drawing competition for the first time.I cried when I returned home.And,got scold by Mother.I still remember what she said.
"If you cannot take failure,then you are not allowed to take part in any other competition anymore."
Well, I improved i guess? But still,I am disappointed.
I have not made my parents proud with other achievement other than my school result these two years.Sigh.I know they do not want me to be sad because of this.They have never pressured me since I entered secondary school.BUT...still...>,< I want them to be proud of me.I want to be a better daughter.An excellent daughter.
Work hard work hard.STPM 4flat! Aza aza!
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