Change

Looking at the old photos, I have changed so much in just one month time. I do not know whether the breakup does me good or bad, but it does change me vastly. The way I deal with people, the way I see things, the way I dress, the way I present myself etc..

I'm still grateful I've actually had him for four years in my life. What remained deeply rooted in me are those happy moments we spent together, in the first two years and more. The sad ones, I don't know. I don't know whether I have moved on. Perhaps I have, even though I still sort of think of him on and off. But, well, it only makes sense this way isn't it? Like, how do you even forget someone whom you've loved for four years and more just like that, and pretend like not having him around as you used to, doesn't matter at all. It's simply insane. I'm not that kind of person. 

Tiff. 

I was in the 'Ding ding' area last night, all I could think of was throwing basketball and racing car with him because he said this is called 'collecting memories together that we would have something to reminisce on when we grow old together'. 

Haha. 

He was my precious dear, my prince. 

Time to say goodbye. 

May you have a good life like I do now. 

May you have all the wonderful blessings you deserve in life.