Lost

If you are applying from outside the UK or EU, whatever your nationality, you need to be aware of the three application deadlines but many universities and colleges will consider your application up until 30 June. This does not apply to applications for the universities of Oxford and Cambridge, courses in medicine, dentistry, veterinary medicine or veterinary science. For all of these, you must apply by15 October.

It is a paragraph I copied from UCAS.Sigh.I am lost.Should I start applying now?I am really lost suddenly.
It has been my dream,since young,to study aboard.I guess I have mentioned in the previous post.Sigh.I thought I have next year to worry about it next year.I was not intend to go to UK at first.But,he says his mother wants him to go there after STPM.Well,I know it sounds silly,but,after checking online about UK universities,for medical course of course,I realize,I can actually apply for it too.More chance perhaps,if I apply for more universities.Anyway,one more reason is him.I wanna get into the same place as him.Sigh.It is irrational.I know.

My heart sank when I read that.I had to make a decision now.Sigh.For Australia,which I intended to go at first,same too,I had to settle it by this year.Sigh.So many decision to make.I didn't know what to do actually.My parents wants me to make my own decision.I've seeked for some advice,and I heard many sorts of things.Sigh,in the end,I am the one to make a decision.I know my parents would support me no matter how,but I am scared.I had been worrying about it since May.

Oh LORD,please speak to me,help me to figure out what to do.Help me to remember that everything is under your control and that you have a plan in my life.Help me to stop worrying...AMEN!