I wish you would see this...

Just now I went to see you after church, well, not sure whether I could see you or not, cause your phone are off and I did not let you know before that. However, thank God, the door was opened to our normal eye level to let the stock in, and I ran there and stood there, waiting for your eyes to reach me.. And you did. I was silly though, I thought you would find an excuse to come out and say "hi" or maybe "It's so nice to see you" etc. But, well, knew you too well, you didn't, and so I walked past the shop again to say goodbye. But you never saw me anymore...>,< 

I was so lonely, and bored today. Luckily, at least 3hrs were spent with church friends at FGC. Did not eat lunch today, cause I thought you would text me to have lunch together even though I said it's okay if you couldn't. 

To be honest, I miss you like crazy. The moment I saw you, felt like crying, felt like it's been ages since I last saw you. Sigh. But, I knew if you were me, you will also come to see me. I felt you will. But the difference is, I will come to say hi and tell you I am so happy to see you. Hm... But, don't get me wrong, I did not blame you. Really.

Now you say Saturday also 12 hour work. Sigh. I am depressed. But as a good girlfriend, I should support you no matter how. What to do? I already get bored chatting with other friend, it's so different. I miss you, a lot, much more than words can say. Hmm. I guess I should start another novel. It kills my time really fast. IELTS preparation too. I think I shall be fine. Sigh. Hope that you would sacrifice your Saturday job for me though... Hmm....

Do you still remember next Saturday is my IELTS date? Busy dear, do you still remember? Hmm.. I knew I am important to you. I know. I remember. I do. Hm... Sigh... 

Miss you,

Darling