Saving a dying PLANT

It is dying...

Will it survive if I try hard enough? 

I always feel like I am trying too hard.

But this is me.

I do not give up on things that are mine. 

I do not let go things that are mine.

Unless I have to, 

Or it clearly, doesn't belong to me anymore. 

No matter how hard it can get,

Perseverance is what I hold on to...

If I give all my love,

put in all effort that I could, 

will it survive? 

Maybe I should not be worrying too much.

After all,

if it is planned that way,

I should just accept it,

and believe that it is for my best. 

God knows the best.

I need to remember that.

Tiff.

Self monologue.

Please smile. Everything is gonna be fine. Everything is under His control. Have faith. Hold on! 

:)