Doubtful | Fear | No one would understand. Do you?

I wonder, would I still be able to come across with someone like HIM? HE was once, and might still is, all that I want. I can't help comparing whenever someone come close. HE has exactly everything I like. I'm afraid no one would be as good. What am I thinking? I know there's no turning back. Yet, I can't help to miss everything about us. Everything about HIM. HE's so close to perfection for me, if it wasn't the things that happen the past one or two years. Sigh. 

Tiff.

What if no one is as good.

What if?

I would rather not have any, rather than settling for the not as good ones. 

A guy recently said I think too highly of myself as if I'm so good. Not sure why is he so pissed off but I don't really care. 

Because, what he doesn't know is that, I once meet The One, who made me feel like I'm the best one for HIM. I have only one wish, that HE would sometimes still think about us, like how I do now, and feel the same way I feel. Reason is HE is really the best one, at least for me, and I still think so.