Is friendship the most valuable thing in life?

One day,I asked my boy,when we are apart,whether he would send me e-mails,telling me he misses me or he loves me and so on.I said I know he would not.I would have to take the initiative if I want those words.Well,he is not able to give me an answer,except "I don't know".

I was,for a few seconds,upset.He seems like never get what I want.>,<

But then,I was surprised that some voices in me,remind me to be practical and appreciate what I have.It is not easy for us to meet and start a relationship.It is even harder for us,to get through so many obstacles until now.So many happy and sad moments we have been through together.And,to be honest,he helps me to grow a lot.And,he does care a lot for me,not by words,but he shows it.

Suddenly,I feel like I owe him an apologize,and I should tell him,"Thank you,I appreciate everything you've done for me."