Valentine's day vs Finals Result Release Date

Tomorrow is sad.. I am still home. There will be no precious time together with me love, no flowers, no dinner, no chocolates, no memory to keep. I'm almost 400-500km away from my love one. I don't fancy surprise (I have grown way past it already.) plus, dear is not a fan for special celebrations. I am also accepting it better and better every year. Anyway, a part of me, probably still quite a big one, still hope to get a sweet message from him.. :P After all, I am still a young lady in love. Hahah

Anyway, the word 'result' keeps flooding my mind, and is driving me more and more nervous every seconds. I don't think I have put enough hard word, effort, time and attention on studies. I got carried by works and play and the HC activity I am trying to clear so that I don't have to worry about graduating without a cert in my fourth year. This is kind of the thing for only UKM-ers. Unlike other Uni where students who want to stay in hostel only have to fight for heir merits, we, UKM-ers need to fight for both merits and the co-curricular activities to get enough hours for eight HC. :) anyway, I know I don't have the right to give excuses. I have the responsibilities to manage my time and work well. All my seniors survive that, why not me? I learnt my lesson anyway, and really worked my best to prepare as much as I could before finals arrived and I hope I've done enough. I really wish the result would be satisfying... I must really put more time and effort on my studies if I still want to graduate with a first honour. Good luck and keep going girl! I know I can do it! It's just the matter of want or don't want. Next semester, I am gonna be different, the girl in first year has gotta be coming back! 

Anyway, wish you guys happy valentine's day. :) My parents, dear's parents, my friends and everyone who is reading this post. :) 

Tiff,

Nervous.

Pray for the best.

Btw! It's my Baby's third birthday! Happy birthday, sweetie pie! :)