Be strong.

Finally, my body reacts to the huge drama that happened recently. I didn't sleep well last night and I fell sick. Lately, it's been too much to take in. Thinking back, I still couldn't believe what happened is real. Anyway, Alicia is right. I should give myself some time to...heal? I feel weak but quite relaxed (mentally) this whole day. Hopefully, it will remain a bit longer, till another 'roller coaster' of emotions attack again. 

Tiff.

I wish I could still seek comfort from him at this moment.

But, it's better that I hold my peace as long as I could.

Good night.