Jealousy and Insecurity

The J-word is a wicked word and feeling. It clouds your judgment, challenges your rationality and you have to put so much effort to fight it and keep your sanity. 

The I-word makes you weak. You became doubtful of yourself, your worth. It can easily defeat you, and remind you of your existing but deeply buried and long forgotten self esteem issue.

The only solution to get these out of your head? Stop looking, stop caring, stop thinking. Read your Bible, play some difficult piano scores. Done. 

Tiff.

Gold fish eyes.